It doesn't matter. It's not like I go around telling people they're fat or that I hate them. I'm just practicing speaking my mind here to build up the courage to do it in real life.
I'm about to undergo a major personality overhaul and I choose to record it on a blog. People just walk all over me because I'm nice, but I'm starting to get sick of it. I usually let them do what they want to because I dgaf, but sometimes that attitude carries over to things that DO matter to me. Sometimes I don't fight back because it's easier that way, sometimes I do fight back and they run me over anyway. Not cool.
No more letting douchebags talk to me in a pervy way that feels like see me like more a slutty figment of their imagination than a person who deserves respect. No more letting people cut in front of me in line when I'm the last person in line. No more eating something I don't like and don't want because someone else makes me feel guilty. No more smiling at people just to make them feel better when I don't think it's funny. No letting people mispronounce my name on purpose (Chohlee, Chahlee, Charles, Sharlee, Sorry Charlee HAHAHAHAHA, Chaaaaaaaaarlee.....and the nightmare drags on).
No more smiling and nodding when it's in my best interest to scowl and refuse.
No more living my life to please other people!
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